xanga is really old

i recently found a new band [thats not actually new, just to me] called 'Making April'  & i've decided that the song  'Roses & Butterflies' by Making April, is really good.

i'm 16 in 17 days   & in 18 days i go on a 10 day vacation to Grand Cayman.

And bring on the thunder

Hero/Heroine

It's too late baby, there's no turning around
I've got my hands in my pocket and my head in a cloud
This is how I do
When I think about you
I never thought that you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and a hold of my heart
You want to get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

Cause you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine

I won't try to philosophize
I'll just take a deep breath and I'll look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And its so so real
I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghosts of my past and the skeletons
And I don't know why
You'd even try
But I won't lie

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me all around
I'm feeling like a newborn child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero and you are my heroine
Do you know that your love is the sweetest sin?

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me all around
I'm feeling like a newborn child
Every time I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded

i can't believe all this has happend.  its just a little too much.  yesterday i went down to the hospital where brian was, and even though i couldn't see him since he was still in the ICU, it really hit home & made me realize everything that was happening. Crystal & I had been really good friends when we were younger, but over the years we had kinda drifted apart, but my younger sister & one of her younger sisters are best friends.  So im really worried about them.

♥

pretty good time @ paige's...minus a few things

lemonade vodka tastes like shit

fuck

i didnt make show choir again...not even call backs & i dont know why..i know for a fact that i didnt forget any of the dance steps or the words to that damn song....i seriously think that shubert hates me [no idea why though]

ive decided that im going to be very spiteful about it & either

1. go back to him one of these days and ask him why i didnt make it & tell him that i probably wont try out next year

or

2. get voice lessons this summer & stay in choir & sing really loudly & not terribly so he'll be like "oh shit...i shouldve put lisa in sadie street...not just the people who are always kissing my ass...damnit!!"

Here In Your Arms Lyrics

I like,
Where we are,
When we drive,
In your car.
I like,
Where we are;
Here.

Cause our lips,
Can touch,
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips,
Can touch;
Here.

You are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
That there's no place else I could be but here in your arms.

I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep;
Here.
our lips,
Can touch,
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips,
Can touch;
Here.

You are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I’ve missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
That there's no place else I could be but here in your arms.

Our lips,
Can touch.
Our lips,
Can touch;
Here.

You are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
That there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

You are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I miss you I miss you."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
That there's no place else I could be but here in your

Here in your arms
Here in your arms

Lisa